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Always Darkest - A Buffy Summers Fanmix

Buffy. And it's always going to be me.
Eventually I also did the fanmix. 
Hope you like it.







Always Darkest - A Buffy Summers Fanmix












Many rivers to cross
And it's only my will that keeps me alive
I've been licked, washed up for years
And I merely survive because of my pride
And this loneliness won't leave me alone
It's such a drag to be on your own
Lovers left me and she didn't say why
Well, I guess I'll have to cry
You gave a gift to me
In my young age
You sent me oversea
And put the fear in me
And I ask what for now
Why me, why war?
Stand up
You've got to manage
I won't sympathize anymore
And if you complain once more
You'lll meet an army of me
To keep alive a moment at a time
But still inside a whisper to a riot
To sacrifice but knowing to survive
The first to climb another state of mind
I'm on my knees, I'm praying for a sign
Forever, whenever
I never wanna die
But I will run until my feet no longer run no more
And I will kiss until my lips no longer feel no more
And I will love until my heart it aches
And I will love until my heart it breaks
And I will love until there's nothing more to live for
I used to have demons in my room at night
Desire, despair, desire
So many monsters
Oh, but now
I don't find myself bouncing around
Whistling my conscience to make me cry
I'm a fountain of blood
In the shape of a girl
You're the bird on the brim
Hypnotised by the Whirl
Regrets collect like old friends
Here to relive your darkest moments
I can see no way, I can see no way
And all of the ghouls come out to play
And every demon wants his pound of flesh
But I like to keep some things to myself
I like to keep my issues drawn
It's always darkest before the dawn




Comments

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red_satin_doll
Feb. 6th, 2013 06:24 pm (UTC)
A lot of Annie's songs have been invoking S6 for me (Buffy/Spike and Willow/Tara mostly); in fact, every song on "Songs of Mass Destruction" except one or two fit pretty perfectly.
kikimay
Feb. 7th, 2013 11:53 am (UTC)
Nice! I like Annie Lennox, even if I don't know all her songs. I should listen to that album.
red_satin_doll
Feb. 7th, 2013 05:27 pm (UTC)
It's not as great as diva, but I love the opening song, and if you like Annie you'll enjoy. Diva was just - I was in college, and had never heard anything quite like it. And the videos she did for it played with notions of "the gaze" and ideas of femininity and beauty very subversively.
snogged
Jan. 15th, 2014 01:14 pm (UTC)
Very cool mix!
kikimay
Jan. 15th, 2014 02:23 pm (UTC)
Thanks! I'm glad you like it!
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